A little about me:
My name is Jodie. I'm a young girl trying to put my life together and figure out where i'm going. I love obese cats, dressing up, and art. This blog is just my place to rant and throw my feelings out into the world. This is my safety zone, i won't hold back what i'm feeling for anything. I guess this is like a personal diary to me, that anyone is free to read. I think life is beautiful, and at the moment i'm spending my time putting mine together.
Hit and Blow.
Friday, December 11, 2009, 3:28 PM
Today was another one of those "icky" days. When i was a small child and i was having a day like this, i would make myself feel better by building a giant fort in my room out of blankets and pillows and i'd hide in it all day. (Not that that couldn't make anyone of any age happy) But at this age, the technology factories programmed ipods to go to a level of "escape the world" so teenagers won't go mad. Well, HELLLO IPOD, i'm still going mad. Do you have a level on insanity? Anything higher? Because that's the level I'm going to need.
Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if there was a place to go when you needed to get away. A place like, Hogwarts. Somewhere that you have to run through a wall or jump through a portal, and come out on another side into a magical world. And in that world, it's like heaven. But, not so fabulous of course. It's just a peaceful place (UNLIKE Harry Potter) and you just go there when you need to relax, or get your head straight. No one would be there to bother you. You could just take time to get your thoughts together. Maybe there would be doves, and deer there as well. Because they're both beautifully peaceful animals. Who knows. But i personally think that would be incredible. I'd be there all.the.time.
I can't really say why my life has been so stressful lately. I mean, it's Christmas time! I should be Fa-La-La-La-La-ing. And i was for a while there. But even with the tree, decorations, and presents wrapped, it doesn't feel like christmas anymore. Hopefully that changes reallll soon. I think my stress revolves around school - again. I've been throwing people out the door faster then my mom's homemade dinners. (Kidding, she's a great cook. But you get the point.) People have just been on my nerves lately. Like, seriously - get off my jock! ;) It's not that hard to show respect, ya know? If you respect me, i will definetly respect you. But if you're gonna act like a total douche, you can count on me to throw it back in your face. it's not a hard concept to understand. i just wish people would grow up.
Ahhh. Now that i got that out:) Let's try a positive subject. There's tons of various activities happening lately. For school, I'm starting a portfolio of my volunteer work so i can get a job in the next year. Then, there's an "Adopt a Family" thing going on in my history class, where we can bring in anything we own, or buy anything for families in need on christmas. I feel good helping out. It's something really personal, and really special. I'm also trying to grow my hair out! :)it's long enough now to the point where i can put most of it up in a ponytail, and i can baredly get it straightened anymore. Just about, a foot more and it'll be at the desirable length, yaayyy. hahaha.
Welll, i should go. But, I'll write again later.
