A little about me:
My name is Jodie. I'm a young girl trying to put my life together and figure out where i'm going. I love obese cats, dressing up, and art. This blog is just my place to rant and throw my feelings out into the world. This is my safety zone, i won't hold back what i'm feeling for anything. I guess this is like a personal diary to me, that anyone is free to read. I think life is beautiful, and at the moment i'm spending my time putting mine together.
More Apologies...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010, 5:51 PM
I'm sitting here, as i hear clicks of keyboards and whispers between friends. There's a couple loud individuals talking on their phones, and a couple shy ones with their hoods up and headphones in their ears. There is two beautiful women sitting next to me speaking in a language i'm unfamiliar with. i haven't been to a public library in almost three years. It feels weird to sit in one now, being a foot taller, and years maturer. But somehow i'm content with it.
My computer took a turn, and crashed almost a week ago. I haven't been able to get on the internet for a good five days at least. But i haven't been able to get on to blog in almost a month. My computer won't let me for some reason. So my apologies for my lack of blogging, again. I've really wanted to get things off my mind.... there's been ALOT on my mind to be honest. and if i had it my way, i would've had ten blogs by now.
My plans are to purchase a laptop as soon as possible, and if it means paying for my own internet as well, i'll do that too. I can't live without blogging, and in the process of getting my own computer, i'll have to settle for the library.
Onto New subjects....
I found myself a man. Who would've ever thought? We've been going steady for almost a month now, and he's really great. I think he just may be my first true love. I never thought it was possible to fall in love when you're so young; so inexperienced. And especially not for ME of all people. But somehow i think i have. I'll have a blog about him up soon, you can trust me on that :) But i feel like i can never stop talking about him. He annoys the crap out of me somedays, but then i think about it; and i don't think there's a single individual out there that CAN'T get on my nerves. So he just might be alright for me.
School has fallen through the cracks once again. My grades are slipping, and i'm getting to the point where i honestly can't stand being in the environment. My teachers are all psycho, and i don't see how they aren't in a mental institution. The people i'm surrounded by do anything to get a little attention. It's just all around horrible. I wish more then anything it was summer. I'm ready to get away.
Well, this blog has been rather short. and i know i could blog about a million more things. But i have to get going.... so i'll try to get another blog as soon as possible. Cross your fingers i can get a laptop soon!!!
xoxo.
