Dear Goodbyes,
Whether i greet you for a day, a week, a year, or forever. The taste of your sound on my tongue makes me feel like physically getting sick. My emotions spin inside my head and i feel like my heart is being dragged on a string by a small child who assumes it's their priceless teddy bear.

We are not guarenteed a tomorrow. No one expects the outcomes that sometimes occur. when i say goodbye, i assume it's forever. I make no plans in advance; i give no promises. because i've gotten broken worse then the most fragile porcelin doll in my past. I've given out my heart and soul, to find a heartless goodbye thrown my way. Friendships, relationships, and sometimes even family is broken from a fragile word like you. Your meaning is stronger then the moon's force, but its interpretation is weak.

The empty feeling after saying goodbye is the worst. Words can't even describe. I feel lost, sometimes even powerless. I wish sometimes i had the strength to just walk out and never come back again without shedding a single tear, but i don't. Once i meet somebody, they're forever embedded in my mind. Their face lingers around until i'm driven mad. Maybe that just means i care. Maybe it makes me seem weak. Either way, goodbye -- i do not like hearing your name ring in my ears. It's the worst sound i've ever heard, and unfortunately i've been hearing alot of you lately.

Please, goodbye. Go away and never come back. I don't even want to have to speak of you again.
From ____, with love.

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