A little about me:
My name is Jodie. I'm a young girl trying to put my life together and figure out where i'm going. I love obese cats, dressing up, and art. This blog is just my place to rant and throw my feelings out into the world. This is my safety zone, i won't hold back what i'm feeling for anything. I guess this is like a personal diary to me, that anyone is free to read. I think life is beautiful, and at the moment i'm spending my time putting mine together.
The Perfect Touch.
Thursday, April 22, 2010, 5:00 PM
The simple kiss, or squeeze of a hand sends chills down every inch of my body. my knees find weakness at the very sound of your voice. my heart melts and spills to my feet everytime you smile. your laugh is addicting, it makes me higher then the most powerful drug.
I don't know how it happened, but you did it. i was so far gone when we met. i wanted anything but a relationship. i was lost, unable to identify anything and i felt like a stranger to myself. But then you changed everything. You found a grasp on my heart and stole it right out of my chest, without any given warning. i fell hard for you, and so far you've done a good job of catching me.
You make me feel so safe when i'm with you. I know you'd never let anything hurt me. You'd do absolutely anything to protect me. And i know i'd do the same for you. Your simple words of "you're beautiful" or "i love you more then you know" mean so much to me. You have a way about you that makes me forget everything in my life and for a moment when i'm in your arms, i actually FEEL beautiful. A feeling that is unusual for me. You've got the perfect touch.
I want to share everything with you, i want you to know how much you mean to me. Life does some unexpected things sometimes. I mean, it brought you to me. Someone too good for me is actually with me. Who would've ever thought? I don't know how long this will last, or how far we'll get. But one thing is certain. I found love. At just fifteen years old, i've gone head over heels. And it's a beautiful feeling that i'm enjoying right now. I've opened up and let myself have the opportunity to get hurt again. But i'm trusting you won't hurt me. You're someone worth taking a chance on.
Somedays you make me want to rip my hair out because i get so frustrated with you. You act like you don't want to talk to me, or you act like you don't care a single ounce about me. But then you realize something is wrong and you send me a simple "i love you" text and i instantly melt. You make me upset somedays, and you make me sad. You make me angry, and even worried. But at the end of the day, i'll always love you. I get over whatever is upsetting me, and we both go back to caring about eachother. i honestly don't think i've ever had someone confuse me so much. My emotions are a rollarcoaster about you. But it's because i've never been in love before, so i'm not used to it.
You're the cutest thing i've ever seen. You probably don't notice, but i stare at you constantly. I can't get over how insanely attractive i think you are. I like you so much, and i can't help myself sometimes. i love just laying on my bed with you listening to your heart beat. You've got the best beating heart in the world. Your lips are soft, and your skin is warm. You're on the verge of defining perfection, and it's so crazy. Who knows what will happen. We may last a long time, or we may not even last through tomorrow. But for now, i'm having fun. I love you. 04.03.10Labels: love, perfect, touch
